Sava\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bu yana karar\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti. O\u011flu giderse, kendisi de gidecekti. G\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olarak orduya yaz\u0131lacak, ilerlemi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131na ragmen sava\u015fa kat\u0131lacakt\u0131. Asla kendisini k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu. Seksenli ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131, ama y\u00fczlerce gen\u00e7 k\u0131za ta\u015f \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131. Ninesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00fcney Azerbaycan’dan Pehlevilerden Kuzey Azerbaycan’a s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ninesi. Dedesini b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, omuz omuz sava\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. fakat son anda esir d\u00fc\u015fmesin diye onu di\u011fer devrimci kad\u0131nlarla beraber Kuzey Azerbaycan’a g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti kocas\u0131. \u00d6yle her kad\u0131n\u0131, onlar\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fi be\u011fenmezdi. Sandukas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131na kurulup minderine yaslanarak oturunca ku\u015f u\u00e7mazd\u0131 evde. Gelinler o, c\u0131garas\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ip bitirinceye kadar ellerini \u00e7abuk tutup i\u015flerini bitirmek zorundayd\u0131lar. Yoksa k\u0131yameti kopar\u0131rd\u0131. Ondan ge\u00e7mi\u015fti Azize teyzeye de bu sert davran\u0131\u015flar. Torunuydu, fakat hep \u00f6b\u00fcr torunlar\u0131ndan ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, onun yeri ba\u015fkayd\u0131 ba\u015fkayd\u0131. ”Huyu, suyu ayn\u0131 ben” derdi biraz da gururla g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek. Hi\u00e7 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti, hay\u0131r, birkeresinde g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc g\u00f6rmesine de, ninesi a\u011flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131yla alakal\u0131 \u0131srar edince fazla \u00fcst\u00fcne gitmemi\u015fti. Dile kolay, koca bir Vatan\u0131 arkas\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131p gelmi\u015fti. Vatan dedim ya, siz do\u011fdu\u011fu yerler, topraklar falan zannetmeyin. Bir ablas\u0131 vard\u0131 Vatan ad\u0131nda. Uzaktan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce Vatan ablay\u0131. Ninesinin eteklerinden sallan\u0131p ta s\u0131n\u0131ra kadar gitmi\u015f, helalle\u015fmek i\u00e7in Araz’\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na getirdikleri Vatan abla’n\u0131n kederli y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc uzaktan bile olsa seyretmi\u015flerdi. E\u015fi, yak\u0131n akrabalard\u0131, asl\u0131nda bu k\u00f6yde herkes akravayd\u0131, tarladan gelirken Rus askerlerinin g\u00f6zlerinden saklanarak \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yleyerek kar\u015f\u0131 k\u0131y\u0131dakilerden kimin kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kimin \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sordu\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, Vatan ablan\u0131n hasta oldu\u011funu duyunca habere geldi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyince, ninesi hemen \u015fimdi gidelim demi\u015fti. Demi\u015fti demesine, ama hemen olmazd\u0131 bu gibi durumlar. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra gitmi\u015flerdi. Ninesinin a\u011flay\u0131p s\u0131zlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 beklemi\u015fti bo\u015funa. Kad\u0131n \u00f6yle yerinde durmu\u015f uzaktan uzaktan ablas\u0131na bak\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sadece gururlu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle. \u0130\u015fte tan\u0131yanlar ninesinin ayn\u0131s\u0131 diyorlard\u0131 o y\u00fczden. 1992 y\u0131l\u0131nda o\u011flu Cavit’in \u015fehitlik haberi duyulduktan yakla\u015f\u0131k bir ay sonra naa\u015f\u0131 geldi\u011finde de a\u011flamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcnden ya\u015f dahi gelmemi\u015fti. Yine ayn\u0131 gururla, yine y\u00fcz\u00fcnde o vakur ifade e\u015fiyle beraber cenazeye gelen misafirleri a\u011f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.
Bu kez durum farkl\u0131yd\u0131. Vatan sava\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 \u00fclkede ve o\u011flu sava\u015fa kat\u0131lmak i\u00e7in g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc ba\u015fvurmu\u015ftu asker kay\u0131t m\u0131nt\u0131kas\u0131na. Yar\u0131n yolcu edeceklerdi. Y\u0131llard\u0131r ebe hem\u015fire olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. T\u00fcm k\u00f6yde herkes sever sayard\u0131 kendisini. Geceden haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 boh\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 kap\u0131n\u0131n hemen ard\u0131nda b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Karar\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti o\u011fluyla beraber o da gidecekti sava\u015fa. Gider en az\u0131ndan askerlerin elbisesini y\u0131kar, yaral\u0131lar\u0131n yaras\u0131n\u0131 sarar, yemeklerini yapard\u0131. Emekliye ayr\u0131l\u0131ncaya kadar ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6d\u00fcllleri, te\u015fekk\u00fcrleri de boh\u00e7as\u0131ndayd\u0131. Sabah g\u00f6revliler gelince \u0131srar etti, ben de o\u011flumla gelece\u011fim diye. \u00c7ocuklar tan\u0131yorlard\u0131 kendisini. Arabaya bindiklerinde keyfine diyecek yoktu. O da gidecekti o\u011fluyla beraber sava\u015fa. Araba m\u0131nt\u0131kan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durunca hemen ko\u015ftu o\u011flundan \u00f6nce. Askerlerin \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda m\u0131nt\u0131ka reisini sordu. M\u0131nt\u0131ka ba\u015fkan\u0131na uzun uzun anlatt\u0131 kendisini. Y\u0131llarca k\u00f6yde ebe hem\u015fire olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, seksen ya\u015f\u0131nda olmas\u0131na ragmen gidip Karaba\u011f’da o\u011flunun \u00f6c\u00fcn\u00fc almak istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. M\u0131nt\u0131ka ba\u015fkan\u0131 orda ebeye ihtiya\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fakayla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00fclerek s\u00f6yledi\u011finde asla g\u00fcc\u00fcne gitmedi, ”yemek yapar\u0131m, elbiselerini y\u0131kar\u0131m, yaralar\u0131n\u0131 sarar\u0131m” – dedi.
Gitmesine gerek duyulmad\u0131 ama Azize teyzenin kalbi hep askerlerle, sava\u015fla att\u0131 o g\u00fcnden sonra. Her i\u015fgalden kurtar\u0131lan b\u00f6lgeyle beraber biraz daha huzura kavu\u015fuyordu kalbi. Biraz daha rahat oluyordu. Art\u0131k s\u00fcrekli televizyonun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u015eu\u015fa’n\u0131n i\u015fgalden kurtar\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc nas\u0131l a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u015eehit o\u011flunun Cavit’inin \u00f6c\u00fc alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Azerbaycan askerleri. Ve ayn\u0131 zamanda \u015fehit olan binlerce Cavitlerin\u2026 Fakat i\u00e7inde bir k\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fck vard\u0131: neden onun ihtiyars\u0131n sava\u015fa gitmesine izin vermemi\u015flerdi\u2026 E\u011fer gitmi\u015f olsayd\u0131, enaz\u0131ndan bug\u00fcn bu zaferde onun da bir katk\u0131s\u0131 olacakt\u0131\u2026
Azize teyze o gece r\u00fcyas\u0131nda ninesini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yaln\u0131z gelmemi\u015fti ninesi. Vatan ablas\u0131 da vard\u0131 yan\u0131nda. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyorlard\u0131 ikisi hep beraber y\u00fczlerinde vakur bir ifade\u2026,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sava\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bu yana karar\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti. O\u011flu giderse, kendisi de gidecekti. G\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc olarak orduya yaz\u0131lacak, ilerlemi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131na ragmen sava\u015fa kat\u0131lacakt\u0131. Asla kendisini k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu. Seksenli ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131, ama y\u00fczlerce gen\u00e7 k\u0131za ta\u015f \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rd\u0131. Ninesini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00fcney Azerbaycan’dan Pehlevilerden Kuzey Azerbaycan’a s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ninesi. Dedesini b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, omuz omuz sava\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. fakat son anda esir d\u00fc\u015fmesin diye onu di\u011fer devrimci …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":549,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-543","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","","category-diger"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/543","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=543"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/543\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/549"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=543"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=543"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/boyukmillet.com\/tr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=543"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}